Time for going within and find my connection point and just be in the now.
To expose the doing good self that wants to be active and doing so many things and not catching up because there is always one more thing that calls on my attention and they seem to be valid all of them.
I step back and and am still.
Still in the now.
Still flowing but not doing.
Just being and freeing myself.
I’m one with the one and the one in complete peace and joy.
Free.
I don’t have to fight anything or anyone.
Engaging in a conflict only drains my energy att attention.
To realize that there are no other result that is more important than my inner peace, my inner harmony.
All outer triggering events or people who try to annoy or engage me are seeking to steal my energy and light.
I will guard my light, my peace, my well-being.🙏💙
"Help us see that when we choose to engage in anger, blame or a desire for revenge, we are truly hurting ourselves more than anyone else. Help us know that the uni- verse will reflect all negative feelings back to us, and they will build a prison around our souls."
From invocation for consuming conflict.
Creating space in my life for going within and connecting with the higher reality, with my real me.
Creating space for energizing myself and my environment with light and joy.
Creating space for sharing with others and give and receive insights that rises all life.
Creating space for JOY!💖
Creating space for Love and Peace!🌸
Will you choose peace over conflict?
To express the Christ truth in a situation and to realize when I cannot go any further because I get caught in the negative energies of trying to explain and get another person to see my picture as I see the picture.
To let go of my attachment to the outcome of a situation and to guard my inner peace.
Buddha’s dictation from Jan 1st 2018:
http://www.ascendedmasterlight.com/ascended-master-light/date/96-2018/771-will-you-choose-peace-over-conflict
There are no such thing as one truth on earth.
It’s only many different explanations of the higher truth.
To fight and trying to outsmart others only keep us from growing because we only go round and round.
Help me to let go of the desire of trying to overpower those who don’t see the same picture as I do.🌼🌼🌼
🌸💖For the freeing of the children from all abuse, physical, sexual, verbal, emotional, and neglect.
Many children don’t have food or a bed to sleep in.
No one is hugging them.
No one is telling them that they are fine just as they are.
No one is talking to them, just yelling at them or telling them that they have done wrong and deserve to be punished.
No one is seeing their needs.
Because adults are too busy thinking about themselves, looking at their phones or some other distractions.
The children are left to themselves either in the streets or in large groups at daycare or in front of a device like iPads trying to fit in, be accepted and fill their needs, their sense of lack.
We need to turn around and see how the children are abused and neglected and engage in the healing and loving and nurturing of them. 💖🌸
To accept my emerging higher potential. To accept new possibilities for me in my growth, new challenges on my path, to go outside my comfort zone.
I am able.
It’s about being not doing outer things.
As I walk in nature and give invocations I have perceived the energies flowing through my hands and I move my hands in circular patterns and think that the energy is ours to use and direct freely for the needs for all on earth.
Mother Mary’s Rosary for miracle freedom together for the Light on the earth to flow to all corners and bring joy and miracle freedom to all.💙💖
Giving invocations together is a miracle. So much light is released.💜
Giving invocations outside in the nature surrounded by beauty and peace is truly a blessing.🌼🌸💙💖💜
I have started on the yellow book by Lanto. 🌼🌼🌼
The first initiation is wisdom blended with power.
Not trying to be so smart, smarter than others or trying to win arguments because I try to defend one truth as the ultimate one.
Accelerate my awareness🌼
Am I Still inside my box?
Are the walls so thick?
Are my eyes so dimmed?
I step outside with one foot but my head is still inside the box until I can’t breathe the air inside the box because the oxygen is no longer enough inside the box.
I need something more in order to survive.
I finally get my head outside of the box.
I can breathe again!
I can see again.
I can hear the angels singing again.
I can feel joy again.
I can rise myself up again.
I am more than the box and what’s inside of it.
I will not go inside of the box again.
I don’t fit in the box any longer.
I have grown out of it.
I’m free!🌸💖💙
No need to be perfect.
Just flowing and growing and sharing and playing with childlike innocence.
Just for the pure joy of being alive and able to create something new every minute, every day and experience that my choices lead me to new paths that unfold.🌸
The most important thing to express in all interactions with each other and to ourselves.
What is it prevents us from showing loving kindness towards ourselves and other people?
Is it our wounded self within that feels hurt and unjustly treated and has a need to compensate for past hurt feelings. This self feels that other people don’t deserve to receive kindness because it can’t give kindness to itself.
This self feels that it’s not lovable, not good enough. Always behind, never catching up to acceptable or worthy of kindness.
So the starting point is to realize that we are always worthy of loving kindness.
All are worthy of loving kindness!💖
Restoring the flame of joy on earth.🌸
To experience that life on earth is a joyful experience.
To receive insights about myself is joyful.
To separate out from the separate selves is joyful.
To accept my new sense of who I am is pure joy.
To grow each day and becoming more is joy.
To share with others and to learn from others is a joyous experience.
To live my life in peace and love fills my heart with joy.
Let the flame of joy be restored to all people on earth.💖🌸
Selecting out.
I have come the realization that I can effortlessly select out certain activities that I have been engaged in before, that have been a part of my identity and even daily habits.
The joyful part is that it really is without effort, not because I decided with my outer mind that I should change something.
Just that I felt intuitively from within that this is not who I am any longer.
I’m a new me.
No struggle involved.
I have stepped outside of my former self.
I have become more than the former self.
It gives me great joy!🌸😊
This is What Life is all about-to walk This path of joy of becoming More.💙
The Trying to do right self.
In order to be good.
To receive approval.
To not be criticized or told I have done wrong.
To feel secure.
Of whom do I seek approval?
Who is going to tell me that I have done right and that I’m a good person.
Who is it that I fear shall criticize me?
I will never feel secure as long as seek security outside of myself.
I will never feel good about myself as long as I seek approval from others.
The self that tries to do right will never be able to do right because it is a limited self.
I need to step outside of that self and realize that I need only to take one step at a time on my path of joy to self mastery.💙
💖I Need to love my whole Self, both the my part and the self part.
As I grow in consciousness and can let go of certain selves on my path and I still have some selves left I need to look at this in a new way.
I still need to look at these selves so I don’t let them deceive me and pull me downwards again but I cannot continue to focus so much on these selves.
I need to stop letting them define me anymore by either submitting to them or by fighting them and blaming myself for still having parts of them.
To love myself enough to allow me to once in a while make "mistakes". To rise up again and just move on my path of becoming more.💙💙💙
To see our control games.
To realize that this is not promoting our growth but makes us go into a downward spiral and feel stuck and burdened.
You can never win a control game.
Because you loose the oneness.
You loose the love.
You loose the peace and harmony.
The Birth trauma
The wounded self - I can let go of that image of myself 🌸💖
Fear of somebody being angry at me for wrongs I have done - "wrongs are stepping stones of victory to learn from and grow from"
A need to be perfect and not make mistakes As my Life is flowing with the river of life I transcend my sense of self and are becoming more every moment
A fear of being hurt in some way I’m not allowing myself to take it on, to take it personally
Punished abandoned ridiculed betrayed It’s not about me!
A need for approval and validation in order not to be hurt Why would I need approval to be who I am and walking my path of joy to self mastery?
A need to compensate I am not bound by old choices but I’m making new choices that replaces the past.
I am who I am💖🌸
Accepting yourself and others as you are and as others are right now.
Accepting that we are growing from where we are so we can’t expect more than where we are right now.
But we are always learning and growing and becoming more each day.
Accepting that everyone is walking their own path on their journey and everyone needs different experiences in life.
Give this acceptance to yourself and to everyone you meet each day.
To love myself💖🌸 and thereby being able to love others. Because the love flows over and can’t be contained within myself so it reaches everyone I meet.
This love is not conditional because I want something in return.
Master More: Everything that happens on earth can be turned into a positive experience for learning.
Life can be a positive experience!
Jesus meditation
I have found great peace in giving this meditation along with the recording. I perceive that I receive the answers from Jesus directly as soon as I let my questions or concerns take form within me. I recommend this meditation to everyone. 💖
It’s important to take the time to go within in the stillness of your heart and connect with your higher self. Not always being engaged in other activities in life.
Master More: My initiation: To not react in the same way to seemingly being attacked. To instead holding a depersonalized view upon the matter and just observing.
I need Violet flame healing of my emotional body to transmute the negative accumulated energy in my chakras and aura. This energy pulls on my attention and dulls my vision and makes it harder to make higher choices and transcend my separate selves.💜💜💜
Master Mores book:
The creative power within by Kim Michaels
On the 7th level in chapter 8 on Power combined with freedom.
I will try to Depersonalize my reactions to attacks from other people.
Don’t go into the old patterns that drains my energy and attention.
Healing my spiritual traumas book includes a meditation for going within and open up healing.
The meditation in chapter 5 is a transforming and breathtaking experience.
It’s not a meditation that we can do just once but it’s a process and we peel of layers as we join in it.
We also need spiritual protection as we open up to deep layers in our psychology.
Thank you Mother Mary for guiding me through this.
Healing your spiritual traumas by Kim Michaels
What is my mandala? My circle of influence?
Buddha June 24
Be the Buddha in action on earth. I don’t have to do anything on earth.
The process is important not the result.
Master More: Looking within, asking: "is there something I can change within myself?" 💙
Illusion: That I must always be right.
Be at peace with being powerless.
It’s just the outplaying of free will.
No need to defend for my self I transcend.
Meet ridicule with non attachment. Not take everything personally. Can’t be at peace then.
Master More’s book
This is a new beginning for something new as I start this blog about my insights and spiritual life.
I’m filled with joy to share this with you will who find this blog.
I’m going to write from my heart in the flow so don’t expect everything to be perfect according to an outer standard because I’m not following an outer standard as I share and flow and grow.
If you don’t agree with what I’m writing about it’s perfectly fine. There is no right or wrong in becoming more of who we are.
Yes!🌸 I booked the conference with Kim Michaels and the Ascended Masters in Tallinn in nov-dec!🙏 I went outside my comfort zone flying by myself for the first time.
I feel the same warmth in my heart as I did the last time I applied to the conference in Vorden.
🙏I’m so grateful!
Saint Germain from Kazakhstan in June 24.
We can open ourselves to the higher realms and receive new ideas when we heal our lesser selves including the primal self.
The self that needs validation from others and is keeping check how others react to us if we will get approval. If we don’t we feel rejected and not good enough.
💖Insight: I have been burdened by this self a lot and lately begun to see its unreality and pull myself out of it.
Actually this process started last week as I gave an invocation to heal my birth trauma from the book: " "Healing your spiritual traumas" by Kim Michaels.
Back then I had not yet listened to this dictation. 💖
